Tuesday, 14 July 2009

In Melbourne

Woohoo! I am finally here in Australia, after much anticipation over the years. Truthfully, it is the best thing that happens in my medical school life, since I am currently getting my medical degree in Indonesia, which tends to raise eyebrows of relatives and friends. It is not that I do not like that country, but people tend to think I should study elsewhere instead. Ask yourself, have you not questioned my desicion?

Anyways, all the questionings stops after them being told that I actually will be spending one of my academic years in Melbourne, doing research. This seems to satisfy most people. Okay, back to the story. I am now in Melbourne, after 6.5 hours of tedious and restless flight in MAS. I just couldn't get any rest in the flight and I did not sleep well in the first few days arriving. Thankfully, I sleep like a pig now.

The weather is freaking cold I can hardly put it in words. I know, other places (with snow) are so much colder but then again, I do not have to stay at those countries for long. Saying that London is colder than Melbourne does not make it warm enough for my liking. Can't we like, store some wintery substance to use it on the torching summer later on (which I really, do not anticipate)? Something tells me to appreciate the coolness of this weather, whether I like it or not, because when summer comes, I am going to scream for my life!

Accomodation has not been very satisfying but then again, who has the perfect accomodation so far? None, I heard. Everyone has something to complain about the place he/she stays, so I'll spare you the music. The best thing I can say that it is the nearest one to Clayton campus, as oppose to the ones my other friends are occupying. The one thing that I really miss is the hustle bustle of city life, which makes me regret every now and then about not choosing to attend Melbourne University. The cost of living, to my surprise, is lower in the city. And minus transport burden too.

My research is commencing soon. Truthfully, I am a little afraid of even starting it, because everything seems so challenging. Things are being done everyday, including weekends, and the worst is, we do not know whether the results fit our hypothesis. If not, poof! there goes our research project.

I am working on diffuse traumatic brain injuries and melatonin therapy. Melatonin is supposed to act as an antioxidant that reverses the oxidative damage post trauma, provided that the person does not die from the injury in the first place. This is an important research, since it is closely related to car accidents and the numbers are increasing dramatically over the years. Melatonin is a cheap, safe and widely available substance that, if found useful, can provide a really effective and widespread use.

Gawd! Please let this work out. I know the hardest thing is to get started but once I start, I will not stop. Please give me the strength to work it out!

P.s. I am now working under the same supervisor as Icha (from last year). I might even use her desk. -___-'''

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Anger

It is often surprising how powerful anger, as an emotion, is. It pumps up your adrenaline, make you flush and feel hot, and also most importantly, makes you do something you might regret later. One tends to act on what is most satisfying at the moment to relief the uncomfortable feeling and the action itself can be called irrational. Almost with certain, the act out of anger will reduce one to deepest pit of regret and hope that things can happen another way round another time.

Anger, I'm still trying to master.

Thursday, 18 June 2009

Holidays

Is a blessing indeed. Never have I felt this free for quite some time. It is as if nothing needs doing, everything can be postponed to be done later, no appointment whatsoever... pure bliss!
Anyways, I'm neopetting hardcore, besides doing things a usual KLite would simply love to do. My piano improved a little, although far from my ideal standard. Monash stuff still bothers me a lot, but I cannot bring myself to do things I should.
Fathers' day is around the corner. This time, I get to really celebrate it with my beloved dad at home. Gonna get him a pressie soon. Daddy, you are the best father in the world and there is nothing I'd want in exchange for you! I love you!
As for Suz, she is turning 21 tomorrow. Happy Birthday, sweetie!!! All the best in your future undertakings and lots of love from me!
Kinda miss having friends around to irritate me. Sadonistic? You bet. envious of those who went Melbourne earlier. Must have been nice to explore new places!
Off to watch Super Junior now. Da!

Sunday, 31 May 2009

Busy... before holidays!

As the title implied, I am having the worst time of my entire academic life, which is to study, wtihin limited time, for multiple exams. Worse, the exams are in theory and practical, which makes studying more variable than to just read and read or do and do. Anyways, this is going to be over soon and in the future, not much theory studying is needed since "we have mastered the basics, so we should move to clinicals". Whatever...

I am coming back soon! It is simply delighting to just think of doing nothing back at home. Besides preparing to go Monash, obviously. Hopefully, the working environment there is fine, so that I have more extra time to move around. Perhaps, I might even get myself a bike there. But then, nobody cycles on winter, no? Then my bike ma wasted? *thinking deeply*

Okaylar, I admit that this post has no point at all. Just want to keep it from rotting into the eternal forgotten world.

By the way, just wanna tell you guys that TVXQ is soooo over in my favourite list. The new in thing for me obviously is non other than Super Junior and my fav members are Eunhyuk, Hankyung, Kibum and (so unexpectedly) Heechul!!!!

*away to fangirling*

Ciao!

Monday, 11 May 2009

Accident

Was langgar-ed by a motorcycle on the way to university today. And the bloody idiot has the gut to curse me somemore. Every single car has stopped, the light has turned red, yet he still travels on.

One reason more to hate this city.

*sigh*